James White's Page

My Testimony (about me)

Well i am not sure where to start. I was born in 1969 my father died six months after he died from multiple burns and infection. how he got burn he had gas on him while working on his car and he lit his cigerete and cought himself on fire. In 1974 myself my mom and stepsister was in a house fire. Me and my mom was in the hospital for several months sister died. 1983 I found my sister Tammy in her room dead. She had sniff carpet cleanner and the fumes caused her to passed out and when she did she fell forward on to the plastic bag causing her to sufercate. so ate that time that is when i started to having a real bad grudge against God. the older i got the more the grudge got stronger to turning into hate.I hated any one who followed God. Could not understand why if this God was so wonderful than why is he taking people who was close to me away from me. so the more i started to stay to my self the more things started to happen to me.than i found alcohal. which was a wonder drug for me. it made me hide all the pains i had deep inside me. i was a very good actor. no one could look at me and see the pains and the hurts that was deep in side me. i was being abused by my mother and father . i was getting beatings for things i did and did not do on a dsily basis and beating if my brothers did something cause i was the oldest.so i learned to except the beatings and thinking this is a normal thing.so the more i got beatings the more i started to drink. so by the time i was 17 i was adrunk. drinking everydayso making things shoert i got marriad when i was 26 was divorce 3 years later cause she seeen the hate i had in my heart that i could not keep from her. No i did not abuse her, but she had seen the anger in my heart and it scared her away.don't blame her from leaving cause i would have done the same thing. few years later having problems with the law i had to do some time in jail. which was an eye opener did not have nuffin to read but bibles in that jail. i was dang i got nuffin to do but read the book of the man i could not stand . the man who had taken everything away from me. so something inside me said just read this book. so i did . and i have not put it down ever since.that a quick story line of what has happen. God bless you all

Full Name

james

City:

madison heights

State:

VA

Zip Code

24572

Country

U.S.

Relationship Status:

Single

Gender

Male

How did you hear about us?

web

What is your Christian faith level?

Other Religion

Your Home Church & Location?

Blue Ridge Community Church. Forest Va