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"And it shall come to pass, that whosoever shall call on the name of the LORD shall be delivered: for in mount Zion and in Jerusalem shall be deliverance, as the LORD hath said, and in the remnant whom the LORD shall call." -Joel 2:32

God is good!

From the beginning he has been there for me. Well, first off, I was an accident. Then if that wasn't enough, the enemy, tried to kill me while in the womb. Drinking all the embiotic fluid, I drowned and died during birth. They stuck a hose in my lungs, pumped the water out and revived me. So, later in life around when I was 6, I was tormented in school. So I looked like a geek, didn't know that was a crime. Well, long story short, I got Ulcerative colitis...whats that? Major nasty ulcers. It's gross, trust me. Well Now I have a bright future of anxietiouspaininmyrumpuss (made that word up) So, I take 12 pills to control it, which unable me to be exposed to the sun, be touched, cry, get excited(can't smile at Disneyland) or even eat spicy food...! I'm a Mexican, chile is a side dish, sometime the maid dish. Anyway, So I grow up with worries my whole life, then the enemy says, "Let see if he know what homosexuality is...!" I was molested by my neighbor during a sleep over which then skewed my thoughts of power, and of love, and of a sound mind...exactly the opposite of 2 Timothy 1:7. I then lived a life thinking I was Gay. Who would have a thought that just "thinking it" would change your physical attributes? I then lived thinking this and yet hiding it from people. Having lived in a religious home, having praying parents, loving brothers and going to church did nothing. The only thing I could do, is live in the fear of rejection, pain and suffering. I attended Spiritlife Church 2005-2007, WHAT A EYE-OPENER. Never had I been preached at, rebuked and loved like that...ever! Their preaching open my mind to God, their rebukes made me want to change for the better and be the MAN God wants me to be and their love touched my heart and soul to and paved the narrow path to my deliverance. I have since, been changed of my Ulcerative colitis and DO NOT live in constant fear and God has changed my heart and transformed my mind. I no longer live under the slavery of lust, immorality and I no longer have to worry about the spirit of Homosexuality. God sent me to this world to do HIS will. When he sent me, I (the package) was lost and then re-routed to a wrong address, the wrong lifestyle, and the wrong destiny. So, the Holy Spirit wrote on the package, "Return to Sender" God re-packaged me and now am waiting to be re-sent. ..oh yeah the postage has been paid in full! (John 3:16)

Hopefully you too will look toward God for change. ‘Cuz I tried looking in the sofa, and all I got was 19 cents.

God bless,
Samuel Estupiñon Martinez

p.s.
Ulcerative colitis (Colitis ulcerosa, UC) is a form of inflammatory bowel disease (IBD). Ulcerative colitis is a form of colitis, a disease of the intestine, specifically the large intestine or colon, that includes characteristic ulcers, or open sores, in the colon. The main symptom of active disease is usually diarrhea mixed with blood, of gradual onset. Ulcerative colitis is, however, a systemic disease that affects many parts of the body outside the intestine. Ulcerative colitis is a rare disease, with an incidence of about one person per 10,000 in North America. The disease tends to be more common in northern areas. Although ulcerative colitis has no known cause, there is a presumed genetic component to susceptibility. The disease may be triggered in a susceptible person by environmental factors.