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My Testimony (about me)
From the beginning.

My parents married in a church and when we were small we never went to church. I went to church on Saturday's with my grandparents as a kid. I was to young to remember when we stopped going. My parents had different set of beliefs, along with the rest of the family.

The Change

God had set me apart at a young age. When I was 8 years old I moved from Gardena CA to Huntington BCH. My dad didnt want his kids to go thru what he went thru or the school that he went to. (La Unified School District) My parent both graduated from Gardena High and all of our family and friends lived where we moved away from. My mom stilled worked in that city so she commuted, my dad commuted further. Home base for me and my sister were far from where we where and what we knew. Parents worked later and longer. This leaves wide open doors for two lost little girls. My sister made new "friends" very fast. Started to smoke ciggarettes, disrespect my parents, hang out with crazy girls. I would hide in my room and barracade my door so she wouldnt come in and hurt me. It drove my parents out of their minds. They couldnt do anything because they were at work far far away. My parents started family counceling to help my sister and her wild behaviors. I was NOT invited. I argued that I am her sister i should be be there. Still no.

The Offense

I became bitter inside. I would spitefully do the quiet things to hurt my sister and get her in trouble. I started to do wierd things to get attention from my parents who I thought loved her and hated me. I would excell in school to get attention from my teachers. I would get involved and stay the night at my friends to get away from my controlling family.

The Journey to Hell

I was okay with inward bitterness, hate, jealousy, unforgiveness, all around a bad attitude. I believed i was not good enough, not pretty enough, not tough enough, not smart enough, not enough. My self worth was really low.

The Seed

I made a friend. Her name is Marcelle Yhap. One day I was at her house and she asked me if I was saved. I thought I was. I said, "yeah I went to church with my grandparents when i was younger." She said, "Do you know Jesus?" Then i was sure I was saved. WRONG! I had heard about him in Sunday School...

THE ROAD STRAIGHT TO HELL

I started High School. I loved it. I met a guy who introduced me to WEED and sex. I smoked occasionally, then all the time. Then I started drinking. I was at every school event...to see the boys. I was seeking attention from anybody. Then the dances. I was all over it. You get to dress up, show up at school, leave to go and house-party. Weed, Drinking, and Sex. I rarely came home. As a matter of fact I moved in with my friend so i wouldnt have to go home. My parents didnt care because they worked late and I would just tell them I fell asleep there. I was a really really good liar. I lied to my parents, teachers, adults. I lied about stipid things, huge things. I moved with my mom into my grandparents because my dad was always angry. I went to a different school. Then my mom had a Fiance we moved in with. I hated him for stealing my mom from me, but he had worldy benefits. I went with my mom to see what was in it for me. Our new neighbors were Christians. The other neighbors were kids from my school. Good clean fun kinda kids. When we hung out, I wanted to go smoke or drink, But these kids didnt do that stuff. I was okay with it at first, then my best friend of the time had a quinceanera. The table center pieces were Tequila. I got all the girls from my moms team a centerpiece. We got drunk. We met the boys and partyed all night. I hated my moms BF more than i thought. I broke down and had moved back in with my grandparents. They lived in Gardena, next to the school where my dad moved me away from. I suckered my mom into enrolling me there. I immediatley fit in with the kids from elementary, the cheerleaders, the dancers, and the gangsters. After all I was a girl seeking after attention. I met a boy who I would become in bondage with for the next seven years. In the meanwhile (before fast and furious) I was also affiliating with a car club. I loved it. Gangsters, Power, Money, Drugs, Attention, Love, and fame. I had a serious problem. My parents never knew. I lied ALL the time. So I end up graduating. Still in Love with that boy from school. WOW two years just me and him and the world around us. We both started college. With college and my allegence in the car club I lied to the "love of my life". He hated the car club, with good reason, I always lied to him about where i was. I was out. Clubbin, partying, drinking, smoking, fornicating, car showin. I ended up just breaking up with him, I met another guy who was giving me more attention. My roomate balied rent on me. I moved in with this guy because I could. I wasnst speaking to my family for a few years now, without lying on Christmas and the birthdays few and far between. I spent the holidays with my Party Crew and their family. I started to deal drugs for this guy. I did look innocent after all. Good girl, AKA: Good female Liar, who graduated high school. He was a gangster from childhood. His parents were gangsters. His grandparents were gangsters.

The Gift

One day, God turned my world was upside down. I was 19 years old and I was pregnant. I told God why me? I am in no circumstance to raise a kid. Babies were special, and i didnt deserve one. I was living a crazy lifestyle and children could get hurt. My mom told me God entrusted the baby to me and I was to be responsible with the child for children belong to God. My grandpa gave me $400 dollars to "take care of what I needed to take care of. I stopped talking to him for three months. I turned back to my family. After the news, my boyfriend started heavily into drugs again, street hustlin, robbin. He would wait outside bars, jump people and rob them. Home invasions, GTA, and became, verbally, physically, emotionally and sexually abusive. I stayed. The big me was the girl the little me vowed never to be. I knew it was wrong, i knew i could be better without him. I thought i could change him, after all wasnt he something different when i met him? I could change him back. (BTW only God can change people) He ended up Dec 24 getting locked up for robbery among other things. I cried. As much as I hated him I wanted him back. BONDAGE. Everyone else was okay with it because his dad was also in jail and they could finally spend some time together. WHAT?!?! Anyway. being seperated from him did me good. I was able to open my eyes and split. By the time Joshua was born I was living with my dad and Lying about taking Joshua to see his dads famly. Still lying. But since Joshua was a baby, and my worldy reasoning said babies go to church, I needed to go but I didnt know who or where to turn.

GOD'S SETUP

I came to Phoenix Arizona while on maternity to visit my aunt. She wanted to see the baby before i went back to work and only saw him twice a year. My one week stay ended up being a three week stay. Through a thought process and conversation with my cousin, I was invited to live in Arizona for four years. It has been three and a half. I gave up on the boyfriend, and his family. I reestablished a love hate relationship with my parents, sister and father. We agreed to get along for the baby. I still hated the controlling aspect. still bitter about no boundaries, no conversations, outreach. I was being a family girl because I didnt know how to raise a child and they were going to help me. They also were going to encourage me to stay away from the other family. I got a job at Starbucks ouot here and met some Spirit Lifers. i worked with Wes, Devin, Adam, and Kevin. EG would come and visit them at the store. My Assistant manager brought me to a huge church after she got a Suday off for me. It was nice and since i only knew her, i just kept on working instead of go to church. This Friday night service I thougth was worth a try. I didnt really want to go, living in condemnation, and fear of man, but i said i would go if I had a Friday night off. Isnt God Funny, I had the next Friday off. Since I had Joshua i just went home that night. I was so intrigued by that night. I was curious all week. I went back the next Friday. And kept on coming back. It was one interesting thing after another. A lesson written just for me each week. I was so curious. I saw one fault. The girls were too pretty, and on top of that they were nice. It popped my bubble when I couldnt find myself to hate them. At the same time I wanted to know what they were all about.

Thank You Jesus My Salvation

We went out after a Friday service. It dawned on me I was never baptized and I wanted to know what it was and why i wanted to be. I blurted out in the middle of someone's sentence, "This is seriuos, I have never been baptized" They said well go to the class and go get baptized. I learned what it was and i believed in God and that Jesus was my savior. I cant say it was a conviction one night, but over a short course of time I learned who Jesus was and what he did was for me. My sins put him up there on that cross and he still went thru with it and he still loves me. Two months later, a few public cries (completly humiliating for me) and snot at the alter, I dedicated Joshua to MY Heavanly Father. I am free. I have learned to forgive, I am forgiven. I am set apart. God has restored my JOY. I want to walk in God's will. I want Joshua to walk in Gods will.
Full Name
Sallie Malia Liebsack
City:
Phoenix
State:
AZ
Zip Code
85024
Country
U.S.
Relationship Status:
Engaged
Gender
Female
How did you hear about us?
Church!
What is your Christian faith level?
On Fire for Jesus
Your Home Church & Location?
Spirit Life Church
3444 N 19th Ave
Phoenix, Az 85015

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Deeper Valley Higher Mountian SAME MUSTARD SEED OF FAITH

I just know God is doing something huge in my life!

Sunday after church i was in my own happy world and then I was rear ended on the freeway!
My car was totaled and MY BABY WAS IN THE BACK SEAT!
I am so grateful to God that nothing serious happened to either one of us! I felt like we were hit five or six times. During the accident my baby said, 'It hurts mommy make it stop" And of course I spaz out. I cant stop it and as Im getting tossed around I am imagining how he is. Finally, it stops, and… Continue

Posted on September 22, 2008 at 7:37pm — 1 Comment

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At 3:08pm on October 27, 2009, Paul & Loretta said…
Blessings to You Sallie, Here's a Word of Encouragement:-)
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At 5:56pm on June 22, 2009, Tina said…
Thank you for the encouragement ,, Peace to u...
At 11:40am on April 9, 2009, Sarah said…
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At 10:21am on April 9, 2009, Sarah said…
hey girly whats your new Number , i miss ya?!!

xo
At 9:31am on March 28, 2009, Elizabeth said…
Hey wow its super good to hear from you too!! are family is doing awesome we are going to a new chruch now called skyway!!! how are you and the monky boy?
At 8:58am on January 22, 2009, Angela said…
hi
At 11:56am on January 19, 2009, Angela said…
hi .
At 3:05pm on January 2, 2009, Sarah said…
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At 11:35pm on December 10, 2008, Sarah said…
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At 2:49pm on November 26, 2008, Dustin Moscato said…
unfortunatley my comp is down. but i can bring the mem chip to church and save it to your comp
 
 
 

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