Deep Inside Me

There's something inside me that wants to come out. Like the green jealous monster, or the phantom of the opera. My eyes turning red like the color or rage, all the thoughts I once had are now running away.

What are these emotions I feel, I can't seem to control. I hold on with a grip, than suddenly I let go. It's like a flash of lighting right before my eyes, I fall to the floor and wonder why.

I feel dizzy and sick, like my head is about to spilt. I can feel my pulse racing, so I say, "that's it!" I feel you come closer with every step you take, trying to take my heart and soul but it's not your fate.

It amazes me now how strong I am so I stand up against you to fight this one last dance. Looking into those bloody eyes remind me of the venom you gave me. So I take a bite of my arm, sucking the blood and spit out what you feed me.

You can try to hurt me all you what, but I have this armor of protection for me and my son. It's a new me you'll never know. I am a woman, a mother, don't you know?

You thought you had it all with the first punch you threw, you're a bitch for doing that and everyone I will tell.

I stand on top of you with one foot on your chest, I can raise my hand in victory cause I fought to the end. It's not about winning or losing, it's about what you learn. The ancient gods always told us to use wisdom instead of simple words.

People can do or say what they want, but they don't know the truth of what happen cause I had always stayed shut.
Well not anymore because I'm proud to say, I can stand up for myself now, I had to learn the hard way.